OutOfControl

wow. i haven't written on here.. shit even signed in since 3-28-07
i totally forgot about it. lol... but steve's status on facebook said livejournal..

made me wonder if i even remembered my log in name.. let alone my password...


so yeah. election day is tomorrow.


i think that we need change duuuuuuuuuude.

vote for some mother freakin change.


go obama!!!!!!!!

i think ima change my picture now. lol since that one is from like 2006
.. and finish watching the steelers win

holy hell, i haven't been on livejournal in FOREVER! What's up with everyone..

anything new?

well, i got fired from circuit city... 3 months ago.. and now i work at hurricane grill.

there is a new location that is opening across from the post office.. it's really nice.. i love it.... this job pretty much rocks.

and not to mention i am pretty damn good at being a waitress.

.. i'm at circuit city right now actually.. on one of the computers... hahaha.. i came in because i heard that a whole bunch of drama happened..

they fired 5 people (because they were making too much money for their job title)
if you know people at circuit city.. or you worked there. you're going to be amazed at this list...
Mike Sabater, Stephanie Urqhardt, Nick Dietz, (that was the biggest shocker for me) john vacarro, and alan blaszkiewicz

I can't believe how fucking stupid the managers are they stupuid to fire their BEST people... come on.. nick dietz.. (some of you guys know him as the lead singer for the DSC Project..) he has worked at circuit city since the store opened.. in 1999

HAHAHA. circuit city is going to go to the shits. DUMB ASSES.

Emilia is the next to go.. not because of money.. but because her sister is marrying the store director... and an employee can't have a relative as a member of management.. in the same department.. but joe is the STORE director.. so he manages everything..

well, anyways..
I'm getting looks from all the people that work here, and don't know me.. because i have just been standing here, typing... hahaha.. oh well..

well, toodles.

Sometimes I think the world would be better without Lyndsay.

Black Friday is the DEVIL.



That is all.







I really missed Silvio... more than I thought I did. I didn't want to even let him out of my sight last night after he picked me up.... best hug.. cutest kiss.





and picktron will REUNITE tonight! YES!

So


All the entries that I've posted in the past about Circuit city... anything that was negative..... I take them back.


I love my job, I really do.

I have so much fun here.

and I officially have the coolest managers around town.


My opps manager (Joe McCue) got promoted to Store director.. and the S & I manager (Eric Theriault) got promoted to Opps manager.. and Senior Sales associate, Joe Sabater got promoted to S & I manager. pretty cool.

We are going to be the best store in the district.. ALL the time this season.


Black Friday is going to be insane... I tried to get the day off, to stay in NC with my family fort he Thanksgiving holiday, but they need my experience they said.

Which is cool, I'll still get to be with them for like 5 or 6 days, and I actually get to have Thanksgiving with them this year. AWESOME... I had to come home early with my aunt and uncle and 3 little cousins because I had to be back for black friday, and I didn't get a flight in time. but I have a flight on Thanksgiving night this year.. and hopefully, Silvio can pick me up from the airport... if he can't... any volunteers?!

hehe, no one even reads my journal... yall are just my friend on here.. and you look right past mine. :) so i won't get an answer to that question.


....... I BEAT Guitar Hero 2.. THE DAY I bought it... when it came on... on Tuesday.. HAHAHA

I'm on my way to beating it on expert mode too.. I beat it on hard to make sure that the songs weren't going to be absolutely insane... and believe me... some of those unlockable tracks are insane!! that freakin Adult swim song.... it's nuts.


FREEBIRD.... that solo.. forget about it..

that's DEF going to take me some time to master.



I have a history test on Monday..... Why wasn't Cara at the study session...

Well, the only people that i noticed were the teacher and the like 3 or 4 people that were sitting next to me, i was on another level when i went to that study session... it's been a WHILE! it was great.


well, i'm on break at work.. and i probably shouldn't be on here... considering that the somputer says "this terminal is for work related purposes only, any other use may result in disiplinary action up to and including termination"

but hey, this entry is mostly about work... and guitar hero... (that i bought at work).. so if you want to get technical.. haha..

toodles sketti noodles.

-lp

and im still at work... wanting to kill myself.




ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


i get to go home in an hour and a half..


hope everything is ok with ashcat and her mom, they weren't getting along this morning... i hate when they fight, she gets so sad.



GREY'S ANATOMY WAS SOOO INTENSE last night. derek left meredith.. AHH and then SHe LEFT fenn.... WTF?!?!?!


man, should have never started watching this show.. so emotional, i get so caught up in it.. and izzy got a chec kfor $8,500,000.00
AMAZING~

sitting at work... i can't believe that it's only 1:27

i want to kill myself.


brad's homecoming game is tonight (brad's my brother)
he's so excited for me to come to the game.

-first centennial game that i'll be going to this year.

went to brad's bonfire.... watched him play his drums... he plays the quads in the band at centennial... and damnit, i really really really hate to admit it, but my brother is off the chain at playing those things.

man, he really had talent... i hope he can get his grades up, so he can go to school for music.
-Too bad Mr. Eggan is gone... he was the man, and Brad isn't too fond of his new band director.
--so the new band director. Mr. Carpenter... he's been my neighbor since I was 4.. literally... just kind of weird.

.... anyone know who the homecoming candidates are?

ahh.. I feel so old.... this ytear's seniors.... the class of 2007, were my senior class' sophomores....

brianna is so adorable... the really tall blonde cheerleader.. she's really good too....

so yeah, i should probably go get back to work, i always write my LJ entries when I'm working...

Circuit City 4ever baby! hahahahaahhahaha

.......im kidding, chill. pfffft.


GNARNIA TOMORROW NIGHT BABYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!

ps, im not wearing pearls... just another necklace.

i bought my halloween costume.



fire fighter.



anyone that goes to a halloween party that i am going to, better not have the same costume as me.

i'll cry......


hahahahaha.


toodles.

-lyndz

*i got Ciara a job. (my cousin)

*Catron is probably going to work here. She started filling out her application today.

*i'm on "corrective action" because i didn't come into work 2 Saturdays ago.
--> doesn't really make much sense... one of the girls i work with, called out 3 times last week...I love
her to death though... so, i really can't be that mad and is she in trouble?... you know damn right
that she isn't.

*if i were to call out, (sick or not) i would be fired.

*i've been here, at circuit city, for over a year now and i've only called out, and not had coverage like 2 times. yeah.... maybe 3.

*yeah, i've called out a couple other times before but i've found people that are able to cover me.

*i'm on corrective... reason: failure to work schedule. (i really feel that anyone who can not work their schedule now, should have to be under the consequences that i am on now.

for the next 180 days:

***i'm not allowed to call out, unless i have a person that can cover me. yeah, so, if i wake up in the morning with a fever of like.. 104.5 i have to come in and work, unless someone can cover me.

***i'm not allowed to be more than 5 minutes late.

***if i get in an accident on the way to work, even if the accident isn't my fault, i will be fired. (LAME, i know.)

***let's see... if i am at the hospital, in the emergency room, bleeding my brains out, and i call circuit city and tell them that i'm at the hospital.. i'll be terminated.

.... in order for me to work at circuit city i have to practically be 110% healthy.. pretty cool huh?..


yeah, no!!


whatever. GTG.

I hate how all the websites that I like to go on... yeah ,well they are all blocked at work. Myspace, Facebook, CollegeHumor, EVERYTHING. minus livejournal.. which is pretty cool.. cause when I'm having a lame day at work, sometimes I just want to come back to the computer room and just type.. sometimes about nothing, sometimes about some things.

I was in a good mood this morning, and then I read the 2 blog posts that Tristan wrote. About the kitty. Definitely made me super sad.... my eyes watered.. no tears fell, they just watered. I'm sorry for your loss, I was rooting for you, the first post I was like aw, they are going to pay for the vet bills and everything.... I'm so sorry, Tristan.


I'm watching fuse, top video countdown. it's super. I really love that video, "Call me when you're Sober"... it's the man.

and let me tell you.. Diary of Jane I fucking.... JAM OUT to that shit!.. it's on right now... haha, I hid the remote... and there are 2 managers and 3 employees int he breakroom... and this is MY breaktime.... they JUST walked in, and they want to change the channel. think again mother fuckers.

I'm going to see Nick Burdett, and I am SO excited! and we are going to the FSU game.. Woooo hooo!

My neighbor, Mr. Frank, is getting better. I'm so excited... I was really starting to get worried. He has a 16 year old son, and he's been in the hospital for like 2 months now, in ft. lauderdale.

so, how about my manager threatened to fire me if I couldn't get my shift covered to go to a FUNERAL... isn't that some BULL mother fucking SHIT. I wanted to go to a friend of mine's funeral... to pay my respects, and my manager told me that if I didn't get someone to cover my shift that I would know the consequences... basically, he said that he would fire me, without actually saying the words. FUCKED UP.. I hate my manager sometimes, he's such a douche.

so, I think that I should hang out with Silvio tonight. The 2 of us haven't hung out alone in like a week, maybe even more. I really like him. He's good for me.

"So what if you can see, the darkest side of me, no one will ever change this animal I have become"

YES!! SWEET.. number 2.. How the fuck did that beat, "The Kill" Un fucking believeable!!

Well, I thijnk that I am going to go watch the video and then see waht number one is... and then I have to get back to work... and then start closing in an hour. coolness.

Phil is mad, a new guy just got hired in Tech and Phil is still in Merch.... that sucks.

but I heard through the grapevine... ***"Well, see now, Phil isn't going to be transferred until he stops fucking around his his department and does his job"***... I stuck up for him, and I was like, wTF/// why haven't you guys moved phil yet.. thus.. the answer I get (***see above***)

ok, toodles.

ps. I totally miss Steve.. he needs to come back and visit for a little bit.

i haven't been sacheduled to work since friday morning... GAY.


lots has happened!!!

.. but pretty much.....

silvio is awesome.

who the fuck uses live journal anymore...?


...... fuck......

i'm so bored..

i'm so tired.. i can't go to sleep, then i'll wake up late and get to work late.. and then probably get fired.


i miss my boyfriend.



gosh.. everyone sucks...

holy shit.




i drank MASSIVE AMOUNTS of BEER last night.




you fucking boys and your beer pong.... but I DEF PWNd Jordan Schumann on our last game... i was PLASTERED... one cup left on my side, 2 on his side...he threw it ....he made it in... I had one last chance to throw 2 balls and then I would win...(we play 6 cup, 1 on 1) threw the first ball.. sink it in one cup... then of course.. THE PRESSURE.. ahh, all on me... dun dun dunnnn.. ryan looks at me and goes.. "DO IT" hahaha... i closed my eyes, felt my whole world spinning fopr a couple seconds.. and then threw the ball.. SUNK IT Bitches!! and then I danced around with 1 finger on each hand pointing in the air and "whoop whoop" I was sooo happy for myself. haha. Damn, i'm getting PRETTY damn good at Beer Pong.... I've definitely earned the title of Beer Pong Queen/Champ. You know it.

man, just thinking about how drunk I was makes me laugh... I was gunna try to go swimming, good thing I didn't.... I probably would have died... oh well.

and on top of that shit.. i had to work at 9:30 this morning.. cleaned the house.. spotless, couldn't even tell anyone was there...AND I was on time!!!!! YEAH!!! but... downfall, i've been running to the bathroom all morning.. puking my brains out.. yeah, not cool. fuck, and...


8 seconds tonight. catron, ashley earl, slocki, ashlie rust, samantha, binner, kyle, mike, corey, mike hazy said he was going.. yeah, and there's more, i'm just not in the right state of mind to even be thinking right now.. i had to BEG my manager for a 1/2 hour break to just SIT..


god damn, im starving and i can't even eat, i'll puke it all back up.


gtg. i hear my manager

he makes me smile....

like, right now, im thinking about him, and i have the biggest smile on my face EVER.....



i love it!!! ahhhhhh

how the hell is everyone doing?.. i haven't talked to eeryone in forever.. someone needs to throw a party!!!!

.... ALEX.. throw a party.. you always have parties.. haha...

incase youz peoples didn't read my myspace blog.. i posted picturesoni my photobucket.. (pbcchscheer01).. its under new stuff and may and june.. lots of pictures.. like 13 pages...

ok, that's all for now.. im at skyking.. have to get back to work... yay.. i love fireworks...

i love sarcasm... its a beautiful thing.

wow. guys, im sorry for my entry the other day..



i was not a happy camper :)


but, I'm OK now. I'll get over it.





I guess, I'm just USED to it.



so, boys suck.



they never know what they want, and they don't know how to express themselves.

a lot of them are "between a rock and a hard place" <---- well actually, that was STEVE

someone else, "like me SO much that it's scaring him".... well he just ruined my out look on relationships i guess.


Dave is effing sexy.... he said he likes me.... but he still likes Kirstin, dang.. oh well, good for her, she totally deserves it. she's an awesome person. such a whole hearted .. i don't kno.... just a really nice and caring person... she always makes me smile :)





to end,

X Men III was the SHIT!... ron said, He felt like every emotions... I'm stealing that from him, I totally felt the same way. ahhh!

Hugh Jackman is pretty much my jesus christ... oooooooooohh baby!.. i want to have hugh's babies.. haha

hallie berry is one hott freakin mama.

rogue is a dumb ass, but then again, shit, she just wanted to be able to touch her boyfriend.

pyro has the coolest power, i was throw fire at people.


rebecca romaine = hottness... naked hottness.. haha.

and hm.... jean grey/the phoenix... you crazy fuckin bitch... that's all i can say, i can't give anything away, i hate it when people do that.


ok for real, got to go back to work now, :)

"maybe you've just been a big waste of my time, i don't know."



ouch.


i FUCKING hate you.

and yes, there you go, i swore at you again FUCK fuck FUCK fuck FUCK fuck FUCK fuck FUCK Y-O-U.




.... the funny thing is......


we probably will be all better in like 2 days, everything will be fixed and then you will read this, and i will be SOL. wonderful, i don't give 2 shits right now, i fucking hate you.. and the only other perons that i hate that much in this world right now, is your stupid ex-girlfriend. she's a psycho stalker, and she just doesn't like the fact that we did......... what the fuck ever we did. ahhhhhh.. you fuck face. go ahead be mad at me. walk away again, drive away, curse at me, and i will bitch slap you so hard, that i will knock you into next fucking week.






sorry.




im just really FUCKING upset right now. you really fucking know how to hurt someones fucking feelings.





alan, thank you for letting me cry on your shoulder. i really appreciate it. i love you.

that's all for now, i have to go backto work.... my break is now through.....

blah.. i hate closing.


-lyndsay*

... i never said that you were dumb.

who said that you were dumb.



and thank you......

everytime i heard "cold" and "brown eyed girl" i think of you.

see, i think about you... i just don't call anymore.. because the phone works both ways.

and you suck.


haha. im kidding, you don't suck. muah. ;)


ok, peace out.


-lyndsay*

I'm going to disney world!!!!!!!!!